Separation anxiety

[jethrien]

Non-rpgers, you may want to avert your eyes from the patheticness about to ensue.

So I'm about one game away from ending the first campaign I've ever run. And I find myself surprisingly reluctant to actually finish plotting it out. And I don't want it to end. There were so many subtleties that I had thought of and never really got to. Moral dilemmas I no longer have time to set up. I keep thinking of this and that and wishing I'd done it better, and oh, I could fix it if I had more time. But I really don't have any reason to drag the plot out anymore - the natural conclusion is almost here, unless the characters totally screw up (in which case, I can end the world or just make them scramble across the globe some more). But I don't want to let go...it's like sending your children to kindergarten.

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[chuckro.livejournal.com]

She went to the library last night, and came back with seven books. I said they'd last her a week. She poo-pooed me, but then finished one of the books before bed. We're going to need to move next year when she finishes the library.

[jethrien.livejournal.com]

I only said that because Ivy's supposed to bring me more crack, I mean Jedi Quest books, soon.