Background processes
Feb. 16th, 2014 09:24 amI don't think I realized until ARR wasn't there how much of the background thought processes of my brain are devoted to him. I keep listening for him. There's the constant mental calculus of "is this safe to put on the floor/far enough in on the table so that he can't get it", "how much time do I have left to do things", "will he try to eat this?" going on that I keep realizing isn't actually applicable at the moment. It's weird. Also, no wonder I'm so tired all the time.