dwindling
I don't really post a lot besides book reviews at this point. It's a little sad. I don't really have the energy, honestly.
The quick round-up:
- SSRIs put me in the ER with chest pains, after a ramp up of increasing panic attacks. Then had to wait for two more weeks of panic attacks for it to clear my system.
- Yes, yes, I started therapy. Early to know whether it's particularly effective.
- Yes, yes, I'm looking for a new job. It sucks.
- Chuck has COVID. He's mostly ok, but isolating in hopes ARR and I don't get it (we don't have it yet). So I'm single-parenting for the most part at the moment. This also very much puts our plans next week to attend a wedding and then go on the first real vacation in two and a half years in jeopardy. This also sucks.
- These things really put a nice big focus on the stuff that was already making me depressed and anxious. Thanks, universe.
The quick round-up:
- SSRIs put me in the ER with chest pains, after a ramp up of increasing panic attacks. Then had to wait for two more weeks of panic attacks for it to clear my system.
- Yes, yes, I started therapy. Early to know whether it's particularly effective.
- Yes, yes, I'm looking for a new job. It sucks.
- Chuck has COVID. He's mostly ok, but isolating in hopes ARR and I don't get it (we don't have it yet). So I'm single-parenting for the most part at the moment. This also very much puts our plans next week to attend a wedding and then go on the first real vacation in two and a half years in jeopardy. This also sucks.
- These things really put a nice big focus on the stuff that was already making me depressed and anxious. Thanks, universe.